Phantom Stress

I’m stressing!! I don’t know what I’m stressing about but man am I stressing!

For the past few nights I’ve slept like crap, having weird dreams and unable to sleep for more than an hour or so at a time. Twice I’ve woken up with a weird burny chest pain but I haven’t been eating anything that would cause it, not that I know of anyway. For some reason my teeth are always clenched… so much so that I sometimes notice it and when I try to open my mouth to yawn or something my jaw hurts!

I wish I could figure out what it is that’s causing it, like what is in the back of my mind making me nervous and anxious. How can I feel this way and not know what the cause is? Doesn’t that seem wierd?

We went to see X-Men: The Last Stand last week. It wasn’t great. When I saw the trailer for it I thought “Oooooh I have to see that!”, so kudos to the trailor guy. The movie was lacking though, story-wise at least, it was weak. The special effects were cool and it was entertaining enough to keep you going for the time the movie was playing, but it was one of those movies that you didn’t spend a lot of time talking about afterwards. Actually, that’s a lie.. we did talk about it, but we talked about the inconsistancies, not how great the story was.

(( SPOILER )) My big X-Men 3 pet peeve: When Magnito breaks the bridge and that whole scene takes place it’s daytime. When he drops it on Alcatraz, it’s daytime. Five minutes later which was supposedly just a few minutes later in the movie, it was PITCH BLACK!! One minute it’s day and the next it’s night?! Bleh!

Tomorrow I go to the hospital for an ultrasound. The doctor wants to track what goes on in my body for a full cycle so for about 2-3 weeks I’ll have to go to the hospital every second day or so. From what she told me they will be tracking my egg and making sure that I ovulate properly and that my body does all it’s supposed to do to prepare for pregnancy. I’m sort of relieved, to be honest, the next step is the exploratory surgery to check out my wonky fallopian tube. I’m not looking forward to that.

Maybe I’ll be able to get them to give me a printout of each of the ultrasounds so I can put them all together and make a little egg movie! haha