Canadutch
I’m in Canada, yay!! I’m really tired so don’t know how much I’ll have to say. “Project Baby” was a no-go yet again *Sigh* Everyone who says trying is fun lies.. sex is fun, sex with a purpose other than an orgasm is not. I’m trying not to get too obsessed about it but it gets tiring every month wondering and getting the what if’s just to end up disappointed.It’s so awesome to see my family again. So far we’ve just seen mom and dad. They had to work yesterday and today so Xander and I have basically been hanging around getting adjusted to the time and watching all the TV shows I’ve missed. Tomorrow the fun will begin. We’re having people over for dinner, etc for my birthday. Can’t wait for that! I haven’t -really- celebrated my birthday in yeeeaars.
The travelling home was long.. about 24 hours total from our house in Holland to the house in Canada. Pretty brutal! I almost killed one stewardess but I can’t be arsed getting into it now. She was just some British tart on our flight from Amsterdam – London with British Midlands that pissed me off. More on that another time
My mom looks unbelievable.. she has been dieting ever since my father’s heart attack and has lost almost 90 lbs. She went from a size 20 to a size 12. I’m so jealous, when I look at her I see what I could be if I had even an once of motivation or willpower, which I don’t. Walking and exercising would give me something to do when I go back to Holland though.. since I’m pretty sure I’m going to quit that GODAWFUL job I had back there.
On Wednesday I get my lisence renewed, it expired when I was in Holland. Cannot WAIT to drive again!
Whew I’m even boring myself with this.. my brain is still mush.
