Tag Archives: Frustration

Bailey (top right) and Pixel (bottom right) peacefully engaging another dog.  A rare occasion indeed! This week’s Photo Hunt theme is Daily.  One thing that is a part of our daily life, come rain or shine, is walking the dogs… and the drama that comes along with it.  I snapped this photo last week while we were out for a …

Random photo from some smarter people than us. This is what I see for my future.  A world where I am not even 40 yet and am already sleeping in twin beds.  It’s 4:51am as I write this and I’ve already been awake for an hour.  I am at the end of my rope.  I don’t even remember the last …

A few people have mentioned that they are having problems with my site being slow to load.   It appears there are some problems going on with my host.   I thought it might be the theme, since the problems mainly started around the same time I switched themes, but after doing some testing everything is slow, even things on this domian …

I’m sitting here on my sofa, wrapped in a blanket with a birds nest for hair and droopy eyes. I’m tired. For the last number of days I haven’t managed to get a full nights sleep even once. Yesterday morning I was woken up at 3:30am by the sounds of my dog puking in his bed, which I got up …

Three blogs this month, oh yeah.. somebody stop me! This month has been spent doing a lot of soul searching. I haven’t found anything so the search is still on.. I’ve been thinking about life, as usual. All the things that come with it, what I want to do with mine. You know, the usual. Having two people roughly my …

It’s 2006, how the hell did that happen. I moved to NL in 1999, that sounds like forever ago, but feels like it was just last year. That’s how much has really gone on in my life since I moved here. Sad huh? I have about 7 months worth of experiences all stretched across almost 7 years and all the …

Is not just the name of a really good TV shows.. but is now the number of months that I have seen the words “Not Pregnant” on the software I use to keep track of my cycle. This is the 24th month that Xander and I have tried to get pregnant, and the 24th month we’ve failed…. and it seems …

Whoever says to think of a “Happy Place” when you’re feeling crap must be a fucking idiot. I tried that yesterday, which was an upsetting and frustrating day, and I just got more upset because I’m not in the happy place! I’ve been in the “Bad Place” mentally for the last few weeks, I’m not sure what has triggered it …

I love Fridays so much.. Don’t have to worry about what time I go to bed because I can sleep however much I want to the next day. Two whole days before I have to go to school again… love it, love it, love it! It’s been snowing here for the past three days or so and in some spots …

I was laying in bed this morning at about 3:40 am thinking how badly I needed to pee. Each morning I take my temperature (basal body temp) to keep a chart of my cycle to help with our monthly pregnancy attempts. This has to be done at exactly the same time every day and even the tiniest little thing can …

I knew it was bound to happen once I started using a blogging program but it didn’t frustrate me any less. Today I woke up to a pile of mails alerting me of all these comments and trackbacks to my blog. WHOO! I thought, people have been posting on my blog! Then I realized they were all from “me” and …