There was a time when I thought this was bad. It was the first needle I had to learn to inject myself with and I remember having a minor cardiac arrest at the time because I was so nervous. It turned out to be quite easy as it was sort of like a diabetic pen. I just push the needle …
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Gonna Get My Hump On
Yesterday I was whining about my weight issues with the fertility treatments, but I think my husband has found a solution! He shared this video with me and thinks it might be just what I need to kick my weight loss back into gear… I’m not entirely sure, but I think he may have an ulterior motive.
Read More »When Project Baby and Project Fatass Collide
In order to start with my fertility treatments I had to lose over 80 lbs. Here in the Netherlands they won’t give you hormone treatments unless you are beneath a certain BMI, due to the risk of hypertension and other complications. I did really well for about 1.5 years, but I had no idea how difficult it was going to …
Read More »I Would Die For That Too
Today is the day I found out a few things. I found out that I will have at least one more month of giving myself injections, that in the next few weeks I will have anywhere between 5-7 hospital visits and that my life will once again revolve around hormones. I found out that for the next three to four …
Read More »30 Days of Truth: Day 29
ha! Where do I start? Do I have to just pick one thing? I’d like to change my weight… I’ve not lost a thing in the last three months, but with the fertility treatments and all the hormones that are being pumped into me, it’s taking everything I have just to maintain the weight I had gotten to. At some …
Read More »30 Days of Truth: Day 28
If I got someone pregnant, I would be rich. The first female to ever get someone else pregnant… can you imagine what Oprah would pay for that story? If I were pregnant, I would be over the moon. More than over the moon, I’d be in shock. So much so that I probably would have a hard time believing it …
Read More »Bucket List Update: Lots of Stuff!
Whew, ok… clearly I’m a little behind on keeping my 101 List up to date.
Read More »Go Fetch!
Recently the topic of children has been brought up again between my husband and I. Do we want them? Do we want to continue as we are and live our own lives free of that responsibility? Are we willing to go to the lengths we need to go to in order to have them? Do we want to GO THERE …
Read More »Phalanges … Dancing Phalanges!
Bones is one of my favorite shows, and in the latest episode Dr. Brennan gets a bit of baby fever. Watching her try to be maternal and relate to babies is hilarious. Even more hilarious than than when she tries to relate to adult humans. The whole baby fever thing is something I can totally understand, as my husband and …
Read More »I Want to Help People
At least that’s what my doctor said the other day when in the process of telling me why he won’t help me. Nice. One common theme among expats here in NL is their dislike and distrust of Dutch doctors. I’ve always sort of been on the fence because I’ve never had a truly horrendous experience like some others have, but …
Read More »Faela, Fitting Right In!
Faela is going to need her own category soon. I’m addicted to this child! Holding her, kissing her (omg, she still has that baby smell, I love it) and most of all, taking pics of her! I took this pic on Wednesday when she and her mom joined myself and a group of other gals at Bagels & Beans for …
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