Tag Archives: Project Baby

Is not just the name of a really good TV shows.. but is now the number of months that I have seen the words “Not Pregnant” on the software I use to keep track of my cycle. This is the 24th month that Xander and I have tried to get pregnant, and the 24th month we’ve failed…. and it seems …

Two really horrible things happened in the past few days. I somehow managed to lose a longtime friend. It was a friend I first made years ago when I was playing Ultima Online and we spoke a lot and got to know each other very very well. I had been upset about not hearing from her much and her apparent …

I was looking online at Netflix and am so jealous that we don’t have it here in NL. I’d totally subscribe if we did! We have a few cheap immitations but nothing that compares at all. I looked up a few different old movies just to see if they had them but they didn’t. I tried titles like The Parent …

I have been having some really weird and horrible dreams lately. A few different nights I had dreams about my family, that I was home again and all kinds of weirdness was going on. I can only remember two of them vividly though. Friday night I had a dream that me and my parents were driving to my nana’s house …

Finally got one of my docs to tell me my blood type.. I’m not sure why they never wanted to before but today on the phone my gyno told me that I’m officially O Negative, which I don’t think is a bad blood type to be at all! The test came back and apparently everything is going perfectly normal with …

Tired today even though I slept in until 9am, which is about 3.5 hours later than usual. Of course, we went to bed quite a bit later last night than we usually do as well. We were joking last night about how we are the ‘old folks’ and wondering when it came to be that we found 1:30am to be …

It’s random update day. I’ve decided to have these every so often so that I can get out loads of little things that I can’t be arsed writing entire blogs about. My horoscope for today was interesting considering all the things going on lately with my school: You should be doing something about your position or the direction you are …

Whoever says to think of a “Happy Place” when you’re feeling crap must be a fucking idiot. I tried that yesterday, which was an upsetting and frustrating day, and I just got more upset because I’m not in the happy place! I’ve been in the “Bad Place” mentally for the last few weeks, I’m not sure what has triggered it …

I was laying in bed this morning at about 3:40 am thinking how badly I needed to pee. Each morning I take my temperature (basal body temp) to keep a chart of my cycle to help with our monthly pregnancy attempts. This has to be done at exactly the same time every day and even the tiniest little thing can …

I saw the funniest website today, I swear some people have the funniest writing styles! Someone forwarded me to a website called The Sneeze where a guy was talking about drinking his wife’s breastmilk. I found it absolutely hilarious when he said: The only thing weirder than me drinking breast milk, is the fact that milk is coming out of …

Yesterday our speed was cut by our ISP (Chello). When I spoke to them on the 9th the guy I was speaking with told me that if I called back if we were cut off, that it could be reset. I phoned yesterday and got this guy, and I told him what the guy before him said. His response was …