Canadutch
Forgiveness is between them and God. It’s my job to arrange the meeting.
That’s my favorite line from the movie I saw yesterday (Man on Fire). It’s what Denzel tells an old couple who’s apartment he barged into to use their window to shoot up a bunch of cars after they tell him something about forgiveness. I thought that was a pretty good line but I think it’s one of those “you had to be there” things.
Today has been a rather lazy day. I wasn’t feeling well last night and was up from like 2am – 5am or something ridiculous like that. My parents had to work today as well and seeing as I haven’t renewed my Canadian DL yet I can’t take the car while they are gone. So we’ve just sat around the house vegging out. We watched the DVD Runaway Jury this afternoon.. I had already seen it and loved it, but I could be biased. I absolutely LOVE John Cusack !
Things are looking up as far as the Holland/Canada situation goes. I’ve been trying really hard to talk Xander into moving back to Canada and for the first time since we’ve been together I think he really is up for it. My parents are being really supportive about it. They said they’d give us a roof over our heads and food to eat while we’re here.. other than that we don’t really need anything other than an internet connection to keep us occupied while we live here. He shouldn’t have too much trouble finding a job in Halifax. *Knocks wood* So with any luck we should only be here a few months. This is all way in advance though.. these things take time to sort. It is like a few hundred dollars plus a lot of time to get the paperwork done for Xander to live in the country, plus we’d have to sell off everything we own in Holland and other stuff. It’s a big move but it’ll be much better for us in the end.
The only thing I can’t figure out is if we should keep trying to get pregnant. I mean if we keep trying now, chances are we’ll end up living with my parents for a few months with a baby. Which I’m sure my parents would *LOVE* just.. financially it might be rough on us all. On the other hand if I wait until we have moved and gotten situated, I’m looking at another 2-3 years which puts me in my early 30’s. Ok, so for many women that’s just fine.. but I want to have children while I’m young and have always said I want to have them at or around age 30. *Sigh* I don’t know what to do. Plus I just am absolutely DYING to have a baby! Argh decisions decisions! I’ll just leave it up to my ovaries!
